To Someone that I used to Love

I woke up with tears running down my face, because you were in my dreams again.

I really think there’s a reason that I like him so much.  Like something is telling me not to let him go.  Everytime I follow my heart…it leads me to him.  I mean…what other explanation is there?  Why is it that he is all I can think about?  Why is it that no matter how upset I am…I see him and I can’t help but smile?  Why is it that when he smiles at me…I get that feeling in my stomach?  And even when he’d broken my heart, and hurt me as much as anyone could ever hurt me…when he lied to me…and I hated him…why then did I still feel those same feelings???  Answer me that, and then I’ll tell you why I let him hurt me so much. :|

Letting go is hard, but there comes a time when you accept the fact, that you can't go back to how it was and it's time to wish them best and walk away.